Suatu hari nanti

 Suatu hari ku 'kan dipertanyakan

Apa guna sehatku?

Apa guna waktuku?

Apa guna hartaku?

Hilang ditelan sia sia

Rebahan tak berfaedah

Diam tak membagi kasih

Kini ku masih disini

Tidaklah ingin jawabanku itu

Bangun dan perbaiki

Yang dekat dan yang jauh

Just random post

 I don't know

Dreams vs reality

Sometimes I feel both of it blending together..

One day, I'm in the classroom. Doing midterm exam.

The next day or hour or minute or second, I'm in foreign yet familiar modern and robotics place.

One day, I'm doing homework.

The next time, I'm in the snowy mountain with creatures I don't know what their name is as my companion. 

We travel to somewhere far away, I know there is something we need to reach. 

But time fleeing and I back to my bedroom, a pen in hand, and unfinished homework.

Dejavu.

A lot of Dejavu.

I feel I have met you somewhere or at least I remember having a friend who like purple so much. Yet, at that time, the only one I know that have a big love for favorite color is not you and it's gray color.

That time, and many other times. 

I see that thing there, the atmosphere, and you exactly at that place. 

And I know what will you say after that.

But there's nothing I can do. I can't stop you for saying it nor speeding up thing.

A lot of Dejavu and a lot of dreams that come to reality.

Honestly, I don't know what should I do.

post #2

Hello again~

I know this post is too fast for me to make, but I want to write it out before I forget it.

So, after I try to visit people's blog again. Then see their post. I feel much more enthusiastic (?) To grow my own blog. Okay, thats it.

Tata"

post #1

Hello, hope you get a good day.

One of the reason why I start make a blog - not this one - even thought I rarely make a post is because my sister. Once, I see her blog and I like it. Altought her blog is not an active blog now.

Then, I try some way to make a blog, knowing some of them have an age limit, then visit other people's blog. Its really fun. Honestly I'm more a reader than a writer, but you never know. I want to learn and grow my own blog. Meet awesome people.

There is some blog that I like to visit. The blog that I visit is about tips on how to write a story, poet, and there is a blog that write a short story. Its really fun read their post.

I dont know yet, what kind of blog I want to make. What kind of content I will post. But for now, I just want to let myself enjoy making a post. Try to make habbit to write something.

I guess, thats about this post for now. See you later in next post.

Good news

So, before this.. I made a post about my frustation to saying "No". Guess what? I manage to do it!. Altought its take me more time to finish it.

I really need to learn.

Bad.

I really should say "No" in the beginning, and search another way together instead throw myself into a busy road. Now I really need to finish it. Thats simple if I know what is the thing that I need to do. Even a caveman should learn useful skill than wasting their breath and energy for doing nothing.

Maybe I can start writing a reminder to myself, either physically or only a mental note.

She is not gonna happy if she hear these. Whatever. Time is running. And its not gonna stop soon.

Am I ranting? Venting? Maybe. Reminder to myself, just say "No" if I don't want it.

My saturday 1

Hello.

Saturday afternoon, me and some of my friend recording a podcast. They already done our second episode. While I come very late, more than one hour. 

I'm not gonna say what is our second episode about, because we didnt post it yet. But I'm sure that our second episode is really great. Unfortunately there is one problem that they meet when they recording. Approximately fifteen minutes of their conversation is fail to be recorded and they need to re-recording. 

I'm awe with their speaking skill. And its really fun to hear their conversation. After they re-recording, we take a break.

Next, we make our third episode that including me. Honestly I'm very nervous. I don't know what to say most of the time. I'm used to be the listener than the talking one. And my word is a scramble, a mess, ununorganized (?)

I hope I can be better than today. 

Announcement

So, because I see that I have been lacking any progress with this blog. So, I want to just make random post of my thought, things, and event that happen in my life. And thats will explain why some of the post will have error or typo because I did'nt proofreading much.

Another information, I will use English more because I want to improve my languange skill and sometime its more easy to explain things in English.

So, see you in next post.

Tata" 

(♡ ὅ ◡ ὅ )ʃ♡

Ace, Beta, and Charlie

Coffee, soda, tea

What will Ace drink, take, and throw?

One, two, left the three

Beta bowing very low

Fox, freak, take a pie

Charlie daring make a show

Nine to nine, lie to die

Does'nt know, never know

- Manchi

just some thought

Its a bit shocked me when one of my friend said they will stop drawing. I mean, they really said they will stop drawing and not just a hiatus. They are pretty great at drawing, Im just worried is someone saying bad to them? Or something bad happen to them?

Maybe because I know how great they are in drawing or maybe because Im scared with the thought of being left, even though I know that I can meet them physically and not just in online.

I can only hope their decision will brought them something great and better to them. 

dunno

Im alive 👍

Hope new year- I mean new month next will be better than this sh post.

Tata" 👋